I really feel like I am slipping into a deep, dark hole at the moment.
At the start of the year, when Spencer commenced school, I returned to working 5 days a week.
I had been working four days a week for around the past 6 years.
I am struggling with this change.
I find my weekends are now filled with boring mundane tasks housework I would normally leave until my day off on Monday so that the weekends could be enjoyed as a family.
I miss spending my Mondays with Spencer, even if we didn't do a lot we were still able to spend the day together, just he and I.
I have been so busy at work too.
I now finish work at 3.30pm instead of 5.00pm which you think would be a great thing but I am finding that my days are so rushed now, knowing that I have to race out the door to pick up Spencer from school.
I get the train and then a bus and then Spencer and I walk home from school... with us walking in the door around 2 hours after I leave work!
It's a long day - even with finishing so early.
I thought working 5 days a week would make my workload easier but it seems to be harder. With leaving early it turns out I am only working an extra 2.5 hours a week!
I am now finding by the time I get home from work/school, get Spencer showered, unpack his lunch box, do a few things around the house I get around fifteen minutes to relax before I need to start thinking about what to cook for dinner.
By the time I eat dinner, wash up and get Spencer to bed it ends up being around 9.00pm and I am stuffed like a turkey at Thanksgiving.
We don't celebrate Thanksgiving in Australia but I hear that turkey is stuffed pretty damn fine!
I know it's the routine of every day life I am complaining about but at the moment I just feel there are not enough hours in the day or in the week for that matter to get everything done.
Don't even get me started on the fact I have done hardly any beading in the last 2 weeks.
I know I shouldn't be sweating the small stuff but sometimes it's good to sweat right?
And from what I hear it's a great way to burn off those extra calories.
Ohhhh is that the wrong kind of sweating?
Ok... rant over!
I promise to post something bead related next time.