Marice of La Bella Joya recently wrote a very interesting article on the different levels of creativity. If you haven't read Marcie's post be sure to click HERE - it is definitely worth reading.
Her article got me thinking. I'm always doubting my creative abilities and find myself constantly comparing myself to other bead artists.
Even though many people have told me this is unhealthy I continue to make the comparison. I think it's just human nature to doubt our abilities and compare ourselves to others...right?
Even though many people have told me this is unhealthy I continue to make the comparison. I think it's just human nature to doubt our abilities and compare ourselves to others...right?
But what I have been trying to tell myself is that the artists and designers I compare myself to may have been beading for a lot longer than me.
I started beading in 2003 but only ventured into bead embroidery in 2008 and bead weaving in 2009...so I guess you could consider me a bit of a novice in the latter two areas.
I started beading in 2003 but only ventured into bead embroidery in 2008 and bead weaving in 2009...so I guess you could consider me a bit of a novice in the latter two areas.
I also try to tell myself that those I compare myself to may spend more time beading than me.
I only get to bead for around 2 hours a day and that is usually for about half an hour on my lunch break and then in the evenings, late at night.
I only get to bead for around 2 hours a day and that is usually for about half an hour on my lunch break and then in the evenings, late at night.
Throughout Marcie's post she shared photos of some of her earlier pieces reflecting on where she started as a beader and how her beading has developed over the years.
I then reflected on just how far my beading has come since 2003 and that perhaps looking back at my earlier work, as she did, may just be the the flick of the switch I need to make that light bulb light up in my head
and say
''look how far you have come Karyn, stop doubting your abilities".
So with that thought in mind join me on my beading journey...
...so far.
and say
''look how far you have come Karyn, stop doubting your abilities".
So with that thought in mind join me on my beading journey...
...so far.
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My first stringing piece
Gosh I remember how excited I was that I actually made a necklace!
Created with seed beads and Czech glass bugs!
I literally caught the beading bug after this piece!
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And then I developed a love of seed beads and cabochons.
My first stringing piece
Gosh I remember how excited I was that I actually made a necklace!
Created with seed beads and Czech glass bugs!
I literally caught the beading bug after this piece!
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And then I developed a love of seed beads and cabochons.
My beaded cabochon, completed in October 2008
The tiger's eye cabochon is a whopping 40mm long - didn't really start with a small one did I?
Instead of gluing the cab to stiff stuff or felt I actually glued it to a leather scrap...not suede... leather!
Don't do this!
The thread was so hard to pull through the leather that at times I needed to use a small pair of pliers. Needless to say I have never used leather again so let this be a lesson learned!
Don't do this!
The thread was so hard to pull through the leather that at times I needed to use a small pair of pliers. Needless to say I have never used leather again so let this be a lesson learned!
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As I was spending more time with seed beads I found myself paying more attention to bead woven pieces so I made a conscious effort to learn some new stitches.
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My first attempt at Brick Stitch
My first attempt at St Petersburg
and St Petersburg using cube beads
My first attempt at Right Angle Weave (RAW)
My first piece using Spiral weave
Tubular Herringbone
I still haven't tried regular Herringbone!
I also tried my hand at some new techniques.
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Using a loom
Adding a fringe
as well as a peyote bezel edge and using drop beads for the edging
Peyote tubular beads as well as Right Angle Weave round beaded beads.
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And some bead embroidery pieces using lots and lots of seed beads!
This piece was stitched using size 15/0 seed beads. What was I thinking!
This piece included glass fused cabochons made by myself, the largest cab made by my husband!
And last but not least my very first attempt at polymer clay and steampunk!
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What a great journey this has been for me.
Looking back at some of my earlier pieces really has made realise how far I have come.
A great reminder that no matter what your skill level is
there will always be something to learn.
Focus on how far you have come... not how far you have to go.
Did you hear that click?
I think that switch has just been flicked!
♥
10 comments:
My favorite? The loom bracelet! Awesome!
Thanks Marcie - it was actually a bit time consuming but I was happy with the final result.
Wonderful, wonder-filled journey!
Thank you for sharing that. I think that as creatives, no actually, as humans we have this propensity to compare, judge and rank. Think of those Christmas letters where every child is an overachiever and every parent is perfect. There is a standard there that is hard to live up to and the effect is that we feel never good enough. Let go of that. You will always compare and judge and rank but do be kind to yourself about it!
My new favorite song I am going to write about this week. Here is a line that pierces my soul:
"Compare where you are to where you want to be and you'll get nowhere"
You have come such a long way! Your style and your use of color and your technique have all grown. I have absolutely no patience for seed beads so yes, 15/0 what were you thinking! I used them once in a stringing project that about did me in!
Celebrate where you have come from and look forward to the journey ahead. You are on your way!
Enjoy the day!
Erin
Wonderful post! Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I loved looking at the photos from the start! I am with Erin, I have no patience with seed beads and I only use them to string. I did make a one inch square "Postage Stamp" for my textiles class and never did anything again with seed beads. Holy Cow you do have to have patience and the temperament for it!
I really loved all your pieces, but especially "Memories of Camelot". The colors and the textures are fabulous! I am also with Marcie, the loom bracelet is gorgeous!
Be proud of your work! It is truly amazing!
Have a great day!
Beth
Thank You Karyn! I am alot newer to this than you and it is real hard not to criticize your own work. I love to venture some are good and some are not but hearing from an artist like you that you feel the same is a boost! I did read Marcie's post too and between the two of you I have received great insite and I see that we all have a place in this awesome beady world and with mentors like you the sky is the limit!
Oh I love 15's too but not that much!
Hugs
great post - I love your work!
I'm always comparing myself and I know it's a very unproductive road to go down. Thanks for sharing your journey. Your work is beautiful.
WOW. Just wonderful.
I'm the same way -- I'm constantly comparing myself to others and find myself woefully lacking.
Karyn, I really enjoyed taking this trip down memory lane with you :-) Looking at all of these pieces, I would never have known that they were your 'firsts'...they are all fantastic! I'm still in awe of your Camelot piece...all 15's...holy cow woman, what WERE you thinking?!! LOL
What a fabulous journey!!! Thank you for sharing it.
I love, love, love your Camelot piece . . . and I know what you were thinking . . . you were thinking, "This is going to be fabulous!" and it is!!!!
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