Frustrated

I'm feeling a little frustrated.

I suggested to my dad that he get me a book voucher for Christmas as there are a few beading books I am after... so my dad kindly got me the voucher, I've visited Angus & Robertson and can't find any of the books I want. Their online stores however have a huge array of beading books but of course I cannot use my gift voucher online. It's interesting because I've been to 3 book stores now and they average 2-3 beading books in each store however their online store has a catalogue of around 50+.

A&R have told me they can order in any books I want so I think I shall have to do that... I'll just have to be patient and sit out the 10-12 days it will take for them to arrive :( - for some reason I feel that when I am given a gift voucher I have to spend it straight away... I guess I am better to hold onto it and get what I want rather than just buying something for the sake of spending the money... right???!!!

Why is it when I have money to burn I can't find what I want but when I am broke I seem to find EVERYTHING AND MORE!